Woodman, there is reasonable evidence not to throw the baby out with the bathwater.
Check out Lee Strobel's "The Case for Christ", "The Case for Christianity", "The Case for Faith". Those are available on Amazon.
He used to be an atheist and a legal journalist for a major newspaper in Chicago. He uses those same investigative skills when looking at Christianity. There is a lot of really good stuff there.
God bless you,
Will be praying for you.
Cmotif