Thank you for the detailed reply. I don't want to come across wrong, but I have not sensed any communication except perhaps punishment. I have asked many times for strength, guidance and I guess a "calling". In the end I have not really heard anything back that I can decipher. Is it possible to be spiritually hard of hearing. Perhaps we dont hear what we dont want to hear and blunder along in rebellion anyway. Right now all I hear is the noise and static of this world I am stuck in. I need to amplify GOD's communication channel. Sorry for rambling.