It's a hobby, but I dont do anything to come last ! You get a bit older , you cant play the competetive sports as hard as you once did, you need an outlet.

I dont want to win, but I need to throw everything I can at to try and win. I cant find everything right now.

I want to have fun, but I want to go fast while i'm having it.

Also , I have neglected my kids a little ( a lot) , I dont spend near the time with them as I did BC. (Before Cars) It has devoured my life. I read the web , I mess with my cars , I set em' up, pull em' down, test em' , race em' etc. etc. I need to reclaim my life, if only for my boys. Sure, when they are older we can do it together, I love to the the sons racing with their dads, enjoying it together. I look forward to a time when I can enjoy that also.