I will pray that GOD will fill that void with his LOVE. I am so very sorry to here that you are being cut off from your girl freind, try to remember your first LOVE, JESUS. He will always be there and no one on this earth can fill in for Him, but He can fill in for anyone here. I know that the pain stings alot now but as you walk this walk with Him He will show you why later. There is a reason for all things. Remember He will never leave us or forsake us. If God brought you to it, Be sure that He will bring you Through It. I hope these word give you some encuragement.
Be Still & know that I AM GOD.....Psalm 46:10