Oh my, oh my, oh my! I feel for you man, I feel for you.
I'm having the most depressed few days too, my service provider fasthost.com (don't ever use them!) is keeping quiet as to why I can't have 3hobby.com up. They won't even reply to my requests to have my backup files so that I can cancel my account with them.
The good news is that it is sunny here and I'm going to the track right this minute.
And as for you my friend :- either you come over here today and race with us tomorrow or do the inevitbale .... if you can't beat them, JOIN them!